Called another friend...aint helping..... Here then, a guy called me with his fucking fake attitude, all his intention was to ask a girl's number from me.
He started by
"hey bro, how you going?
last few days.....and i lost her number,
could you please send it to me".
Come on dude, be direct if you just want her number, ask me right away!!!! Dont talk about things that you dont even care of.
However, it wasn't so bad, as on monday morning, I was talking to Trang for like 2 hours on the phone. And I knew who I could call that moment, even it's not helping anything, but I knew I'd feel so much better emotionally.
So there I called, felt very comfortable at that moment, it felt so right. We joke around, she calmed me down, we laughed and she was on the phone with me till the RAC guy came.
After I got back into the car, I immediately called her and we talked all the way back home and after I got home we talked 35 more minutes before I hung up.
.....I think it's because of yesterdays long hour of work and I didn't sleep enough
In the morning, Truc talked to me on facebook saying that the photo of me and Nikki was cute and asked me if she's my gf. When I said no, she asked why lol, that made me didn't know how to reply..was actually very happy when she said that :) eventhough we're no real couple.
It was actually alright when i was at work today, back was sorer than yesterday, but I could bear with it. After my break, my phone rang. I was watching it ringing and not answering, but when I saw the number
+66877777399 <------ (of couse, I have changed the number, I dont wanna create and inconvenience for her) there was no name saved for this number, but
Right away , I knew who this person is !!!!!! Not long after that I got to leave my work earlier because of my back. Then I called, it was Nikki, and again, talked all the way to uni. She knew that I miss her from my voice. After talking to hear, my mood got better, as I've been missing her since she left (to be exact, I started missing her the first time I met her)
When I was at uni, Truc called me around 4.30. After talking to her i was a bit worried bout her because of her story. Then Trang called, when she was right on the otherside of the computer table.....funny huh?!
After my night class, I went dinner with Trang and we hung out from 9 till 11.30 was having fun. That's the interaction i'm after, there's no distractions from phones just me and her. After we left the restaurant, we hugged, but different tonight :) a bit shorter :)
Memory : "on monday night, after I had my medication, i fell asleep in class, it made me very very sleepy. We went for dinner after class. After dinner, I was hugging her next to the car, she didn't push me away, that made me feel so comfortable and safe. That's the reason why I called her last night."
I felt myself attractive because I had good interactions with these 3 girls. Even if it just verbally, still I felt that they were all in the moment with me.
